Street Queen

Friday, January 15, 2010

wat's going on?
nobody understands anymore.
shutupshutupshutupshutupshutup!
wat do you noe?
nagging at me all night long
caling th shots in th house
did you ever once thought bout how i feel?
how my life suck and you're yelling in my ears?
juz shut up
and go away
even th messages tat made me smile,
cheered me on
ARE ALL GONE.
thanks to you
thinking tat you're right
im wrong
dad will scold me
and you will be smiling away
gloating at me,
tat made me and my phone hang
and delete 1/4 of my inbox.
STILL NAGGING.
when you juz shutup~?
do your stupid house work tat you love so much
instead of staring at me right now
wat do you noe?
tell me?
wat do you noe bout me?
my life?
my feelings?
my thoughts?
my emotions?
do you think tat i like to go crazy
and start covering my ears lyk a mental patient?
you're driving me mad.
im alr in th worst mood.
you dun noe a thing do you?
i needed someone to talk to.
BADLY.
tat's why i lied saying i need to use to com
fer a short while.
i still suck at controlling my emotions.
got more fired up and upset when i tried to share.
and you rub my wounds by your constant selfish naggings.
i went crazy once
you didnt learn.
compared me w tat i like i do daddy
saying we're both alike.
was it my fault tat you two went to bed without dinner?
i was using th com
waiting fer daddy to finish his fucking paperwork
to eat dinner together
so did mum
and by th time you finished your work
it's 9.
im still using th com
she's still waiting
and you folded your crappy arms
and stoned.
saying you're not eating.
and tat me and my mum should juz get our food.
why?
coz you complain tat life is boring and sian
doing fucking work everyday
listen to me and mum quarrel
toss a coin bout buying dinner
go to sleep and go to work
starts again.
and mum as usual rubbed th wounds
and why why why why why why daddy.
and dad insist he wont eat.
dad dun eat.
mum dun eat as well.
so im left staring at 2 hunger strike parents
frowning and sulking at me

GOSH, HOW CHILDISH -.-

w.e
so now wat?
i got a pissed off ytd dun have dinner dad,
rub th wounds mum,
insentive good fren,
no more cheer up msgs to see,
no more happy memories tat th msg saved,
and problems~

things will nvr change.
it will always be liddat.
put on a smile.
im ready to go.

fyi, my mum is pissing me off
by singing a song cursing and swearing at me
ARGHH
translation : someone's gonna get scolded~
someone's gonna get scolded~
th best is she gets bloody scolded~
th best is she gets bloody scolded~
someone's gonna get scolded~
someone's gonna get scolded~~

guailan right. -.-
she's still singing
fer 3 mins alr.
and she seem very very glad tat i'll be scolded.

if dad really comes back and scold me.
i dun fuck care.
scold all you wan.
th most tmr no com use.
and i can do my hw :DD

- She's Done With Her Words...# ;